starting someting new

Look, I don't like to fail at anything.  I would like, really, to be the one who never fails at anything and in my flesh I might even project that image.  I'm sorry.  I do fail.  Lots.  The fear of failing can even immoblilize me to a point and cause me to despair.  Until He reminds me of who He is and He tells me to let go of my expectations.  And to trust in Him.  Then I see Him working and I remember His faithfulness and I step forward trepidatiously.  I'm so thankful, Lord, for your Word and Truth and the immutability of your nature.